As a recipient of the Creative Pinellas Emerging Artist Grant for 2020-2021, part of the grant process is working with an artist mentor. My mentor is Ry McCoullough, an assistant professor of art & design at University of Tampa, as well as practicing as an experimental artist influenced by printmaking, creative writing, drawing, sound, and sculpture.
Our first meeting was a great introduction, which inspired me to start thinking about my art a bit differently. Our subsequent meeting was even more inspirational, as Ry took me on a tour of the world of art books and how unique and diverse they could be. Forget about coffee table albums of art. The art books Ry shared with me were pieces of art themselves! This meeting was the catalyst in my new project - creating my first art book.
Once I embarked on the journey of creating an art book, my mind went directly to the foundation of the book. The paper. I have tons of paper in many forms. Fine art watercolor paper, tracing paper, children’s construction paper, rolls of brown paper, a roll of paper from Ikea. But as I looked around my studio, I realized that the paper that I want to define my practice will be recycled with the least amount of energy possible: by me. So, I set out on the journey of making my own paper.
One of the great things about mixed media is that you are reusing magazines, newspaper, books, and journals that may otherwise be discarded. However, it’s impossible to use ALL the pages of this media. I always end up with some paper to ship off to the recycling plant. Recycling is a good thing, but it’s not the best, cleanest, most sustainable solution. Recycling paper myself, however, is. Aside from reusing it, recycling this paper myself is my best, most Earth-friendly solution. So I went to Youtube.
In theory, it’s quite simple, although in practice it’s a bit more difficult. I hand shredded a bunch of magazine clippings and pages, and drowned them in a bowl of water overnight. I added this mixture to a blender and made a paper smoothie. Next I was supposed to spread on a screen and dry it out. This part of the process became a bit more tedious. I was having trouble getting the right amount of water in the pulp to allow it to spread thin without creating holes in the paper. After working at it a bit I found the right consistency. So far, I’ve made several large sheets of paper and some very unique pieces out of my magazine clippings. I love the final product. They are rather stiff, textured grey pages with some tears, uneven edges, and holes. I call these pages ugly paper.
My next step is to start experimenting more with different colors, different textures, flecks of different materials and colors, and other ways to create new and cool looking paper. One thing I realized is that I can create quite a bit of my own recycled paper with the excess clippings I have from my mixed media projects. I will never be without paper again!
Someone I respect once said to me, “Nikki, you can’t do anything wrong.” I took that to mean that because of my moral compass and presence of mind, my actions would always be well-intentioned and thoughtful, which is how I try to approach my life and the world. Even when confronted with strife, I am very thoughtful about how to respond to the situation. Sometimes people don’t like the response, but my responses always contain a lot of consideration as to how to conduct myself in a way that is true to myself, and a way that is true to my values. If someone doesn’t like my response (which happens on occasion), then their values and compass are pointed in a different direction than mine, and I am happy to say, “adios.”
In art, too, I like to apply this “you can’t do anything wrong.” Because it’s actually very true for artists; we just need to create, without dwelling too much on whether or not it’s “good” or “right.” You can decide later whether it’s presentable, once you feel that the piece is complete, or that your commitment to the piece is dwindled or exhausted. I find that approaching my art in this way allows me to be fearless and productive - there is no time-consuming hesitance and fear of making something bad. If I don’t like it, I can just start over again. It’s a liberating approach to creation, being able to lift my own critique and fear.
One of the reasons this came to mind is that I’m about to embark on a new branch of my creative journey. I’ve decided to add encaustic painting to my toolkit, and I’m so excited to start experimenting with this dreamy technique. I have the wax medium and brushes all ready to go, just have to find an old crock pot to melt the wax in. I already have ideas about how to use the technique on some current works in progress. I’m so glad the weather is getting cooler now because I have to be in the garage studio and it can get downright stuffy in there during the summer. Stay tuned for more!
Creative Pinellas is an arts organization supported by Pinellas County, serves artists throughout the entire county and is located on Walsingham Road right between Heritage Village and the Florida Botanical Gardens. Each year, the organization awards grants to several artists, both professional and emerging. This year, I have the honor of being awarded a 2021 Emerging Artist Grant!
I am not new to the grant process with Creative Pinellas. In fact, I applied for a grant through the organization a few years ago, and though my score brought me into the award finalists, it was not high enough to receive the grant. During that year, the professional and emerging artist grants were not separately juried. All artists were critiqued in the same group with the same criteria. What the Creative Pinellas leadership discovered was that there was too much of a gap between some of the emerging artists’ experience and that of their long-time professional artist colleagues. There was just no way they could compete. So they divided into the two levels, which evened out the playing field.
During that first round of critique, which was held publicly at Ruth Eckerd Hall, I was sitting in the auditorium with a hot face and tight throat, but I was ready. I seek out critique, particularly when it comes from other well-respected, experienced artists. In fact, this opportunity that all applicants receive is an invaluable one. Whether or not an artist receives the award, the panelists’ critique alone is worth attending, to hear a review of your work and application, but also to hear what they say about others’ work. All of this feedback is useful information in guiding an artist’s work and professional conduct. Needless to say I took a lot of notes, because number one I was nervous and knew I would forget what they said, and number two - THIS WAS AN IMPORTANT OPPORTUNITY!
What I left with was probably some of the most influential guidance I have received as an artist. There was some criticism that was hard to swallow, but that turned out to be the most useful. One of the judges said my work was “nothing new, I’ve seen this before.” I’ll never forget that statement, it made me shrink in embarrassment - despite the fact that the forum was anonymous - but it also made me rethink my approach. What could I do to create something more refreshing for my audience? How do I breathe life into my work while still maintaining my authenticity as an artist? Another panelist said that my application was lacking in support materials, meaning that I needed more involvement in my community, more testimonials and publications showing that I was indeed an involved and practicing artist. Ok, I need to participate in more arts organizations, get out into my community, and get my work in front of more people!
So there I was, scribbling away with my red-hot face burning, but knowing that this too would end and I would walk out of there with an actionable list that could change my career if I took it objectively. And I did. It was a gorgeous, sunny day. I got into the car and drove down McMullen Booth Road with the windows open, sun shining down on me, big smile on my face, and excitement for what I knew would be a whole new era in my work! I knew it then, that in these notes on the seat next to me were some keys to the next step in my art career, if I could keep working at it and always keep in the mind that I do this because I love it, and because it’s a part of my very soul.
Here I am, four years later, an Emerging Artist Grantee! It really did work. Well, I really did work. I worked on my art, I worked on new techniques, I am involved in my community now more than ever, not just for art, but for leadership, volunteerism, and business. I am so excited for the growth that will happen this year as I work with my mentor through the grant program, write about my experience and progress, and have the opportunity to share my work in an Emerging Artist Group Exhibit in May of 2021.
When I tell people that I’m a mixed media artist, I’m often met with puzzled looks or worse, looks of doubt. I suppose it’s still considered a new enough medium that many people haven’t heard of it, or don’t really know what to do with it as an art form. In some cases, people go so far as to think of it less as a form of fine art and more of a hobby or something only children do in school art class.
While the line between art and craft is frequently blurred, shifted and altogether smeared away, people sometimes think of craft as a lesser form of creation. Sadly, this stifling cloak of thought can sometimes deter artists from experimenting or crossing the line into craft, and certainly limits the audience that a fine artist may receive if their work passes over this line. Despite this sometimes chilly reception, I think mixed media is the perfect blend of art and craft, and I think it belongs entirely and perfectly in the fine art world.
Mixed media dates back to the cubists and Pablo Picasso, who was known to use mixed media in many of his works, including Bottle of Vieux Marc, Glass, Guitar and Newspaper, seen below.
Cubists in general used mixed media to reinforce their fragmented portrayals of three dimensional objects. Laszlo Moholy-Nagy was a Bauhaus professor who used mixed media in an almost architectural way, achieving gratifying simplicity of form. The medium gives even the most prolific painters a tool to breathe more life into their paintings - a testament to the depths that can be achieved with mixed media.
With that said, mixed media is my medium, and I stand by it as an incredible way to create depth, explore texture, and toy with surreality. It allows me to create worlds with my photographs serving as the foundation of each work. I love mixed media for this and so many reasons, one of the most important being that I can repurpose materials that would otherwise end up in a landfill or the ocean.
To reinforce the idea of repurposing/reusing, at my next solo exhibition, I plan on handing out reusable straws to the first thirty people to enter the exhibition space. I want to use the public arena as a way to spread the message, “think before you throw.” Before you throw away a piece of garbage, consider where it will end up and if it can be placed somewhere else. I’ve saved a lot of landfill space by stopping and asking this one simple question.
Unfortunately, I don’t know when my next solo exhibit will be. Originally planned for early August, 2020, it has now been postponed indefinitely due to the pandemic. I received a St. Petersburg Arts Alliance Individual Artist Grant this year, which I used to create some of the works for the solo exhibit that was cancelled. For now, I’d love to share some images of the work I’ve created for that exhibit and some images of my process.
This is a diptych in which I bisected a portrait of a woman gazing directly at the camera. The direct gaze gave her the perfect symmetry that enabled me to bisect the portrait so that it looked like mirror images. The left depicts a sunny, bright, daytime scene and the right side depicts a moody, celestial night time scene. I’ve been singing “It’s a Wonderful World” to my five month old daughter every day at bedtime, and the lines “the bright blessed day, the dark sacred night” are so simple and beautiful that they stuck with me. I had to create something based on this since it’s constantly repeating in my head.
This photo shows the piece in the composition stage. Only part of the media has been secured so far in this photo, and the rest is awaiting placement. I usually arrange everything, take a step back, and then rearrange (and rearrange and rearrange) the pieces until it feels right. Also shown are some of the many sizes of scissors and Exacto blades I use to cut even the smallest details.
This photo shows the ink transfer part of the process. For this particular piece, I just transferred the ink onto multiple layers of acrylic gel, which I’ll then affix to the wood canvas. Sometimes I affix directly to the wood, but for pieces like this one, I am going to add layers of color and media below the photograph so I’ll place the photo last. I wash the paper off into my garden where it composts in my soil and feeds my plants. This year we’ll grow potatoes, zucchini, kale, and some herbs like parsley and basil.
This photo shows the early stages of a piece, in which I’m just pulling textures and colors that I like. I’ve been drawn to natural textures like grey, taupe and pink stone complemented by the bright blues of the Carribean, so we’ll see where this one goes.
That’s a small sampling of my process, which has evolved over the years. I’m currently learning encaustic painting, so once I implement my process will change again. I’m excited to incorporate the misty hues and hazy, dreamlike quality of encaustic. One thing I know for certain - because mixed media is so versatile, my process will continue to change as I add more techniques to my tool kit.